I feel for you. I thought I was up for so many challenges, BF for 1 year, cloth diapers, SAHM 1 year and I feel like I can't even take care of myself because I am on call all the time for my LO. I don't have other kids, so I don't even know how you power mommas do it. I am parenting nothing like the way I want to, go figure huh. They will run our lives the way they see fit it's very hard.