I honestly don't know how I'm going to cope? C has decided that 4am is a good time to wake for a feed and that's fine but he won't go back down
He will fall asleep while I fee him but either wake when I take him off the boob or if he stays asleep for that, he screams when I put him in his cot. I feed and try and out him down about 4 times (for about an hour) and then I tried taking him in with me! He won't nurse lying down, he won't lie next to me and just shouts the whole time! He woke L up at 5am!
I had to take him downstairs at 5.30am so we didn't wake L again!! He's crawling about and shouting an I am sat on the couch about to cry! I'm so so tired!
I'm going through a separation just now so I am alone with the kids, there's no one to help or even talk to about it!
I really done know what to do? I can't start my day at 4am!!!!!