I feel like I am such a failure that I can't put DS to bed at night. Actually, every night is a struggle. We have no bed time routine since I don't know when would be his bed time, could be 8, 9, or 10. Sometimes he falls asleep on the boob. Sometimes he screams himself to sleep. Other times, I have to ssh/pat for a long time in my arms. Tonight he was nursing for almost an hour and I thought he would be asleep. So I put him in bed. When he opened his eyes, I thought a little patting would finish the job. However, I was patting for half an hour and he was still awake, getting more irrated. I was so mad at my myself and started crying...So I gave up and handed him to my mom (my dh is out of town this week). My mom rocked him to sleep in 20 mins.
Do I wait to introduce a bedtime routine until DS is sort of on a routine? How do I establish one without the other?
On the positive side, I actually ssh/pat him to sleep in his crib for one nap time today. Normally he falls asleep in my arms.