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Welcome To Baby Whisperer - Please visit here first! => Remembering Tracy => Topic started by: DandHsMum on March 05, 2010, 21:01:56 pm
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Tracy, I so wish you were here. I am feeling so desolate right now and don't know how to keep going when I am so tired and my DH and DS are so stressed out too. I really wanted this to be a special time, set apart from the experience of our first child. I wanted to feel the joy instead of the desperation. I wanted to be able to see past the sleep deprivation to the wonder of it all.
I think about the people who had you in their homes and had your loving care and experience and I envy them. I wish I had that support too.
Thank you for your legacy. Thank you for you gift. Oh that I had it too.
xxooxxoo
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{{{Hugs}}} Hoping you are all resting better very soon. :-*
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HUGS to you.
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Thanks ladies. xxoo
Forgive me for the overindulgent self-pity. Feeling on a very low ebb today and feeling like I have nowhere to turn. We have all been there - things can seem insomountable and helpless when you are just not getting any sleep.
Not trying to be dramatic - its just that I have been up most of the night thinking of Tracy and wishing that I had her support to help me through this time. I am grateful for the BW books and I know that that was Tracy's way of being there for all of us, I just need time without a sqwarking baby to be able to read them.
I appreciate your hugs so very much. Thank you for taking the time to care :-*
BIG HUGS BACK xo
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I know exactly how you are feeling and, though I am sorry that you are having such a rough time, was happy to see that I am not alone in how I am feeling. I am so overtired and overwhelmed that I sometimes feel like I am completely breaking down. I found Tracy's books just in time and can't help but want her here with me when I read them. I feel so lost and clueless and just want to do what is best for my sweet, sweet little DD! I know it sounds silly, but I feel so jealous of the families that got visits from Tracy to help them out personally - I feel like that is exactly what I need to get my life back on track.... a personal visit from someone who knows what they are doing because I certainly don't!!!! I just recently learned that she had passed and was devestated.
Hugs to you DandH'sMum - I am here if you need to talk!!
This board has been a blessing and I pray that you all don't get sick of my random clueless posts full or question after question!
Thank you all!!
~Kim
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Hey there,
Huge hugs to you - Hope you are ok.
Take care,
Siobhan
xx
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Thanks to Kimberley and all the other supportive Mums on here - I was worried that I would appear over dramatic, but there are many times that I really, REALLY struggle. I have no real support and can't help but feel sorry for myself sometimes. Knowing that someone cares and understands, means a lot so thank you for your empathy and understanding. Hugs to all of you out there, and I'm there for you too! xxooxxoo