3.16pm heard him screaming on baby monitor, did PD, he laid back down, then got back up on knees, looked around the room then went back down on his own.... pheww.... this is hard hard hard.. 1 hour to go ... going to do the same tomorrow at home, his brother in nursery again so i can.... i really want him to nap in cot... now its getting colder pounding the streets not an option..x