So it's is 2009 and I am writing my first post. I loved everybody elses. This has brought me to tears and I feel stupid for not thanking someone who has helped me so much. I thought being a parent was easy the first couple of years. And know it gets a little more complicated. And I am learning alot. IT doesn't ever get easier. Sometimes you just get peace. I am grateful to tracey and I know she is watching over me. I would like to repurchase her book,just to have a friend to talk to, since I gave me other book away. I am grateful for my children, they are a gift from God. And I am confident this sight will go on, I would feel privledged to meet her daughters. Tracey, I am a crying today over the loss of you and everybody else of lost in my life. Thank you for writing your book!!!!!! Love You from a young mom who wanted to do better than her parents but ended up turning into her parents