see? i do too hun, I am now on second kid and i know my BW inside out! i cant help he in any way and nothing i do makes a diff and seriously? after 4mos its not good for mum or family to be totally OT all the time (N.B. i almost drove into someone today, didnt see a stop sign...and DRINK DRVING is illegal....man sleep deprioved driving is BAD too!!)))