Hi
Really sorry to trouble you both again but I was wondering if you might be able to steer me in the right direction?
A quick update on where I've got to:
* shortened wind-down so it's a nappy change, close curtains, dance and sing to bed, into bed (still singing) and then the stroking, thumb sucking til he's asleep. Crys until I put his thumb in (won't do this himself if he's crying
). The wind-down is working well and he's usually off to sleep within 5 mins. Timing is erratic as sometimes he's waking at the 30 min mark, most at 40/45 mins and 3 times at 1 1/2 hrs (whoppeeee) - all with the same A times. Won't settle with DH though.
I'm looking at his nights in relation to A times.
* self-settling getting worse. When he's alone when he wakes, he goes from grizzle to cry to passioned cry to downright furious. He doesn't settle without me. DH used to beable to get him to sleep same as me but recently it's me or no sleep, just furious screaming.
* nights: he's started waking up after being put down to bed at night and never used to do this. It was the one time I could count on him staying down for a three hours at least. He's waking earlier to which is odd because I thought light was waking him...but dawn's later and he's waking earlier...I'm not convinced it's hunger (he'll go back to sleep if in bed with me). Hmmmmm. When he stirs at night, he will not settle without my intervention - stroking his head, holding his hand or similar. Once he's stirred the first time and I've got him back to sleep, he stirs again soon after I take my hand away etc. A touch annoying.
* no swaddle as it's been unusually hot here so worried about SIDS (no aircon) and I couldn't face the fight. He does find his thumb easily and often strokes his own head - just not when he's crying for me to come.
* teething: lumpy gums but not read and no breakthrough. Could be bothering Charles so I put teething gel on gums when going down for a nap.
Looks obvious to me that I'm a prop and that my softly softly withdrawl just isn't working. Worried that if I continue softly approach I'm just cementing my role as sleep prop.
Started the shh patt modified thingumy today to teach him to settle. I didn't start it at the beginning of the nap as I was still umming and ahhhing over it. When he woke during the nap I started: went up, kissed forehead, 'time for sleeping now', and started patting his chest. He popped his thumb straight in his mouth and nodded off before I finished the patting. I left, 10 minutes later, same thing but stopped crying as soon as I went in the room (does this often...grrrr & yey!), didn't even get a chance to slow my patting he was off. Then he stirred a wee bit (eyes opened, looked at me, closed) and off to sleep.
And so it goes!! He screams - misses the mantra entirely - I open the door, he stops screaming, looks at me, pops his thumb in, closes eyes and nodds off. The last time I didn't even touch him.
Do you think I'm doing this right? I don't want to leave him to cry because everytime I've let him cry for 5 mins, we regress with his sleeping. But this is insane and can't be good rest for him hollering every 10 minutes.
Apologies for troubling you both again and for rambling like a crazy. No one else I can ask for sensible considered answer ('shut the door and leave him to cry it out' is the common advice). I just want to help him get to independent sleep so he can get more rest & be self relient and help me so I'm less tired and begurdging of DH for not being able to help.
Thanks in advance for any thoughts you can share
Charlotte - bordering on neurotic