I don't think I am ready yet to wean the night feedings. All the times I did pu/pd before it just seemed like the right thing to do, but this time I am so nervous and keep feeeling bad for the LO. I can't really explain it, and I don't know why I feel so nervous. For some reason I think that Hayden is not ready yet to wean the feedings, and that I am a bad mum if I push the weaning. Last time I tried, he screamed so much and didn't calm down in 2hrs. I know that there is always some (sometimes strong) resistance, but it just didn't seem right. Maybe I should get DH to go in and wean the feedings.
On the other side the nights are exhausting for all of us... Oh, this decision is so hard for me because it seems so final.