I know exactly how you are feeling and, though I am sorry that you are having such a rough time, was happy to see that I am not alone in how I am feeling. I am so overtired and overwhelmed that I sometimes feel like I am completely breaking down. I found Tracy's books just in time and can't help but want her here with me when I read them. I feel so lost and clueless and just want to do what is best for my sweet, sweet little DD! I know it sounds silly, but I feel so jealous of the families that got visits from Tracy to help them out personally - I feel like that is exactly what I need to get my life back on track.... a personal visit from someone who knows what they are doing because I certainly don't!!!! I just recently learned that she had passed and was devestated.
Hugs to you DandH'sMum - I am here if you need to talk!!
This board has been a blessing and I pray that you all don't get sick of my random clueless posts full or question after question!
Thank you all!!