Thank you both, she refuses the pacifier 110% WILL NOT have it. Gags, gets angry, screams. We have bought 5 different types. I have just ordered some latex to try though as we have only tried silicone.
Yesterday I decided to try a bit of studying with her. I shush patted on my shoulder until she was calm, almost asleep then I layed her down and shh patted on the side whilst she lays on our bed (impossible to lay her on her side in our moses basket, ropes hanging from the ceiling and a slightly dipped weaved mattress, I just cannot get into it) So I then shh pat her for around 20 mins ... watching her progress in that 20 minutes seeing her almost wake herself up max 3 times so when she gets too upset I take her back up and shh pat her my shoulder again. It happened 3 times then she was dead asleep after around 20 minutes from starting this.
The first time I did this at the 20 minute mark when she was really asleep, I moved her to the moses basket. Watched her and lo and behold, 21 minutes later she kicked jolted and woke up very very upset (she had only slept in 20/30 min naps all day ... was clearly knackered) So I picked her up and tried to shh pat on the sholder again but she wasn't having it. So yet again we had a very upset, overtired, shattered little girl.
I took her up for a bit seeing as it had taken a while to calm her down before that 20 mins of shh pat on the bed so we were into the next feed and she was awake very unhappy again.
The after around 30 mins I could see my chance to swaddle again and go through this process again (putting to sleep) trying to study what she does, what cycle she wakes at, if I can help to WTS, if she is repeatedly waking at the 20 min mark should I WTS at 15 mins?
10.30pm
I tried this. We did the same procedure, luckily, I feel she is getting better at Shhh pat if she is not too wound up. My only concern is they way I do it is shh pat on the shoulder until she is relax and eyes closing THEN I lay her down and shhh pat for around 20 mins - waiting for the max 3jolts so I can then take her up again if they happen and shh pat again on the shoulder (hey it's working right now so hopefully this isn't frowned upon, she is not asleep but in REM light sleep, I have to get her used to what's happened and trust me)
This time there were no jolts whilst laying on the bed. I shhh patted for the 20 mins so I KNEW she was asleep. I actually left her there for 15 minutes because I thought THEN I know she is really asleep and I can catch the 20 min catnap maybe if she changes cycle with the move at 15 mins to the moses basket from the bed.
This time instead of a jolt and waking at 21 mins - there were just cute baby noises. She actually didn't wake until 1am which I am shocked at. Then woke at 3am then 6am. When she woke I would feed as I knew she was hungry. Only problem being she wasn't very good at being put back in the moses basket, little bugger loves the heat and contact once in bed with me and sleeps so well. If I put her back in the moses basket she wakes as it's not warm like the bed was. She always 'goes to bed' in her own bed though.
Basically last night the second time round with a WTS at 15 mins seemed to work (although I am not too optimistic as so many things we have tried and they have failed the next time we try them. I also got given some gripe water yesterday we started with.
Today is a weird one. She woke at 7am, and fed. Then she fell asleep on me (which is quite rare but she has started to do this more often, hey! she's falling asleep in REM I am happy with 'something') so managed to put her in the carseat as I had to do the nursery run with my 3 year old. First time she got upset so I took her out and shh patted her on my shoulder. After one minute I tried with the carseat again - everything was ok, she stayed in REM. We then got into the car, everyone had to be super quiet, hair dryer MP3 was on in the car to to help her stay asleep - and she did. Carseat out of the car to nursery, hair dryer MP3 on my phone next to her and she stayed in deep sleep. Took her back in the car and drove to the shops to buy dinner, went home, she was still in deep sleep.
Odd thing is ... today she has been been sleeping almost 98% of the time since 7am (it's now 12.15pm here in Norway) Sometimes deep, sometimes just relaxed. Shh pat has worked wonders today and she has been a really relaxed baby. Had a little Gripe Water again with a feed at 7am.
As for the mention PPD, I could have. Husband is pretty unhelpful right now. Is trying to finish building the shed in the garden, says IT NEEDS TO BE DONE, not getting I am am having a hard time juggly this touchy one and the 3 year old. If I ask for help he seems to act peed off or like I am being 'unfair. We have argued quite a bit. We have no time for ANYTHING. I think you're right though. I have a doctors appointment next week for my 6 week control. I shall talk to the doctor about it as my husband just shuts off and seems to feel he is the one getting the rough end of everything.
Will do good to just think now I should talk to the doctor and try not to argue with my husband. I can't get him to understand how I feel so I will talk to the doctor.
I am raising a glass of orange juice to the fact I have managed to dye my hair whilst she has slept a lot this morning. Think she has needed it from yesterday.
thank you so much for your replies again X