Sorry not seen this til now. Hope things are better! Emma's idea of trying when she's asleep is a good idea and works for many babies. Also lots of skin-to-skin is good and I'd advice you to express your milk so you don't get blocked ducts/mastitis and/or get too uncomfortable and engorged. You can hand express if you don't have a pump there. DD1 did this too once and I still don't know why to this day, but it was only for this day and never happened again.