Hey hon. I'm sorry that your DD's eating is stressing you out.
Start by having a look here first:
http://babywhispererforums.com/index.php?topic=182686.0I know it's really really hard not to worry when your LO is not interested in eating, but the thing is stressing about it doesn't make anything better. Ultimately she is the one who will decide what to eat. So I encourage you to keep offering, but to also stop worrying. I think sometimes if we adjust our outlook on the situation, then it makes a huge difference.
Now, at this age many babies will lose interest in being spoon-fed altogether, so I would stop trying. It is only going to create more negative associations for both of you. If you'd like to keep incorporating the spoon, then try loading it up but giving it to her.
Keep offering the finger foods. My DS2 is almost 10.5mos as well and he would rather play with it and throw it.
But those things are important too, and babies are actually learning about food through play.
Focus on her milk intake. I hope you are getting some helpful advice on your other threads.
Don't worry about quantity. Quality is more important. Offer foods that are healthy and pack a nutritional punch. BUT, don't fret if she hardly touches it. If she is starving she will eat. If she doesn't like something one day, oh well.
It's really all about the attitude you take. These babies are almost toddlers, and toddlers certainly know how to exert their likes and dislikes! Try not to focus on how much she eats at one meal or even in one day, rather have a look at what she eats throughout the week. If you look at the bigger picture, she might be eating more than you think.
(((hugs))), Next to sleep I think eating is one of the most stressful aspects of parenting! But it can also be fun and relaxed as well, you just have to take a few steps back and look at it through new eyes sometimes.