HUGS.
Just wanted to suggest that even if you are providing bub with one bottle a day of BM, she'll still be getting the benefits. From memory the one feed will have a more concentrated level of antibodies, so it's worth it even for one bottle worth!!
Thank you!! I do have to remind myself that I wouldn't be completely giving up bfing yet...just so hard to fathom NOT giving EBM IYKWIM