Thank you for the comments. I'll try to add as much information an I can in a clear and concise way - which, will probably not work out for me since I'm all over the place lately.
I don't think DS has reflux (or severe reflux since most babies have mild reflux). He rarely spits up; only does when he over eats and if he does spit up, it's about a quarter size amount. He never arches his back during feeds and he's almost 14 pounds at 9 weeks. I think the only symptom that mimics reflux is that he doesn't sleep long - but, that could be from his cold, right?
For the most part, I start the wind down process 50-60 min after he's been up. I've found that regardless of when I start the wind down, he usually falls asleep at the same time (1.5 hrs of awake). I've even tried to start winding him down after 40/45 minutes of awake time, and he just takes longer to soothe. He's typically asleep by 1.5 hours, sometimes 1 hour 20/25 minutes. Our wind down consists of: going into a darken room with white noise, diaper change, tummy massage, feeding, burp, swaddle, shush/pat and lay down to sleep. Sometimes, I have to nurse him a tiny bit to get him drowsy enough to set him in his bassinet. Depending on the time, it takes him 5-20 minutes to drift off to sleep (i.e., if I start the soothing process 50 minutes of awake time, he'll most likely take longer to fall asleep).
I am so lost right now. I get the likelihood that he was easy to put down before because he was so young and now it takes longer to settle him because he's curious about everything in the world. I just don't know how to go about getting him to sleep during the day and settling him without nursing him constantly. It seems like the boob is the only thing that will settle him. I have tried to rock, swing, sing, stroller rides, everything. I am in fear that I'm building up a dependency on the boob and he'll never be able to break from it unless I do CIO - which I do NOT want to do.
Today, he woke up after 50 minutes of sleeping and I let him fuss for 10. He went back to sleep on his own for 10 more minutes but woke up ANGRY. I decided to pick him up and he was alert and happy and we played for an hour and we did the wind down again. I know a lot of moms that nurse their babies constantly, but, I do not want to have to do this. I think part of my issue is that I NEVER want him to cry - which, might be the wrong route since he'll never figure out anything on his own because a boob is being plopped in his mouth. However, I don't know if he NEEDS it because he's sick at the moment and he needs the extra comfort.
Last night, he gave me 2 stretches of 3hours of sleep. He woke up upset and I fed him (he only feeds for 10 min max at night) and he quickly falls asleep. He had a tough time burping and woke up completely, but I was able to shush/pat him instead of feeding him (yay). Yesterday, my husband was able to set him down drowsy and he drifted off to sleep on his own - so, I know it can be done. I guess it's just not happening enough for me to feel comfortable in trying to do it every time.
Could you please give me some pointers on what to do and how to go about the next few weeks to get him ready for a solid EASY? Right now, we're stuck doing EAES and there's no Y
Also, since he only sleeps 30/45 minutes, there's a lot of "E" going around and very little of anything else.
I have to sleep with him 1 nap every day so he gets more than 30/45 minutes. When he sleeps with me (either on top of me or on the nursing pillow on his side), he sleeps for 2-3 hours. Great for him - very boring for me. I do this so he doesn't get over tired during the day to preserve what night sleep he has. Is this normal??? I feel like I'm really screwing this all up. Please help.....I'm in tears at the end of each day.