When he's sleepy he feeds lovely. It's when he's awake during feeds that I can't feed him. He holds himself rigid bobs on and off and cries.
OH is currently giving him a bottle of EBM I hardly get any when I express, it takes a day to get 1 feed.
Wasn't expecting a GS for a while. Night have to ring drs about meds. It's done says where I don't even think he's got silent reflux, I never hear him gurgling or anything no acid smell on him.
He just gets himself more and more worked up and I can't settle him I end up leaving him with OH as breastfeeding is supposed to settle them. He's doing a good job if making me feel like a failure.
I have to give him formula as I never have enough expressed.
I daren't go out with him as I'm embarrassed at the noise he makes crying during bfing, feel like a prisoner.