Hand her over to DH and go and give C a big cuddle. It's so hard feeling torn, but this is a short time and will pass.
If you're in that PPD place, get yourself to the GP and get some help. You can continue to BF on a lot of ADs these days, so not a need to give up, but could be the 'boost' (for want of a better word) to get you through this phase and out the other side.
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