Oh sweetie, bless you. It's so tough but from someone who has definitely btdt with the obsessing and despairing about baby sleep it does get better and usually on its own actually. G is finally sleeping a bit better and it's from nothing I've done or haven't done if that makes sense. She's still not an independent sleeper, some days and nights are still all over the place but she is doing it on her own accord. I know how hard it is not to worry/stress/obsess/despair/rage/sob about it all so so many hugs. It will get better, I can't tell you the exact day but it will come. Xxx
