Last night was a bit better - resettled C at midnight then fed her at 4. Fed Z at 2. They were both up from 4 though, we have limped to 8:45 with lots of screaming and I anticipate an OT nap. I left them in their cots but they were just playing. It's dark in there, I don't interact - what more can I do? I hate it when they are so tired and grumpy, it makes things so difficult. I'm starting to get frustrated with them which isn't really fair, but I'm just at the end if my tether. I didn't get to bed til 10 as I had so much to sort out so I've had about 5 hours sleep, in 3 short bursts. I go back to work in 2 weeks....how will I cope?
I wish DH had a 9-5 job locally so he was home more. I've started getting really anxious esp about bath time - it's so tricky on my own.