Oh Marti. Wish I could give you a hug for real. I think this is where things were maybe easier for me because I hadn't read the books and so I didn't have expectations really. But I have found it gets more and more fun as they get older. The newborn days were special of course, but I think the babies just get better and better! Remember that this year is short compared to the rest of their childhood. And if you are feeling down there are things that can be done.
If you are struggling a bit why not start a thread? I've got one and it's been amazing. I'm not sure which area would be best for you but the moderators will help or move it if it's the wrong place. Or there are threads for each age group somewhere (not sure where!) that might be helpful for you.
Hugs for kayra and the beautiful twins of course! And good luck for tonight! It sounds like a good idea to me to have a break and try and get some sleep. Also (and this is pure speculation!) I think with twins you BF such a lot that your supply is a bit more robust than if it was a singleton and so missing the odd feed doesn't have such an impact. Happy to be corrected if I am wrong there! And also, if your supply doesn't keep up with them you have the option of safe, nutritious formula as a back up, rather than sea water or vodka!!
