@Lindsay27, thx. how old is your baby now?
yesterday, i had one of the best days in the past weeks. I returned to the paci.
baby ate in the night, so he woke up at 8.30, he slept more than 2 hours in the morning - 10.30 - 12.45, then 14.30-15.30, he was so calm and happy all day. Around 5 we went to eat out at a terrace near by - my first time going somewhere since baby was born... he played by himself in the stroller. BT was 19.00. then he ate at 22.30, and woke at 5, but i calmed him and gave the paci.
today, he woke up close to 7, at 7 he ate, then slept from 8.10 to 11, with a brake around 9.30.
at 12.30 he was sleepy again, so, i swaddled loosely, darkened the room, put in the crib, give the paci...it;s 13.30 my time now, he s still sleeping... i am very thankful for these moments of calm.
so, looking at all this happening, i think the paci is not a prop for the moment