I just wanted to share what a nice experience I had today in a park. After a long play in a park we went back to our car where I nursed Anna. It was very quiet, very few people were in the park, and we felt very secluded and cozy in the car. I was hugging and holding her in my lap and soon the mothering hormones flooded my body. Anna was so quiet and concentrated, I was feeling such an amazing peace within myself. Such moments rarely happen now, as life with a busy toddler is never peaceful and quiet. I looked through the window and gazed at the sky, it was so beautiful and serene, as serene as I felt at that moment. Wow, that was a special feeling.