the second time I left the house on my own in the evening. the first time had gone fine- happy with DH, then fell asleep on him, and slept a lot of hours that night.
this time, same time of night, nursed him (two months) right before I left. He fell asleep nursing (which is often how he goes to bed at night) and woke up as I left.
DH joked that oh, now I can't leave, but he was kidding, and very happy to babysit.
When I came home two hours later, he had basically cried the whole time.
I nursed him and he fell asleep for the night.
He couldn't have been hungry, and he knows how to fall asleep without me, in fact DH often does it better than me.
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