{{Yawn}}
Its seriously ridiculous. I KNOW I need to do something and I KNOW Im not helping the situation BUT I just cannot find the strength to do anything about it right now.
I dont even know where to start, Im just exhausted. Never felt so tired in my life, I cry all the time because Im just so tired. I went to go to bed last night, finally, at midnight after wrapping presents and she woke. I just broke down. Its just all too much. I NEED sleep.
She has been poorly for almost 2 months now on and off so theres not really been a good time, yesterday her temp was at 39.6 all day with no real edxplanation for it, today she seems fine. Its frustrating.
So hard to get her into a routine too with 3 other children to look after, there are always school runs, pre school runs, meetings for the middle boy, appointments, shopping etc etc. Now the boys are home its just too noisy for her to nap properly.
Hubby is off for almost 10 days give or take a day or two as of tomorrow so I really want to crack this then but Im worried she isnt well and dont want to make her feel worse
