She seems to be coping generally ok.
Mornings can be grumpy afternoons are generally ok.
I definitely see the difference though between when she is well rested and not.
When she wakes she first starts fussing,that can go on up to an hour,she licks the pillow ( her way of soothing) and tries to send herself back to sleep.
This then escalates into moaning and eventually crying but not desperate yelling or anything.
If I come to check on her she then gets upset if I leave,if I go to bed with her it doesn't speed up her going back to sleep in any way
I need to try early bed time,she never sleeps longer with EBT but I have nothing to lose I guess so will try again.
Not getting me time really, no family in the area.
Wrt the monitor- I do like to know what's going on there actually and if I know she is asleep it helps me relax into sleep too.
This is much worse than newborn stage, I never could have imagined it would be like this