ut/ot cycle- confused!!

[Aishi]

Thats what i was thinking which means pd for 11.30ish :-/ will let u know how we get on today xx

[HenaV]

Good luck

[Aishi]

Ugh i pd too early for nap at 11 cos she seemed tired i was hopong she would be.asleep by 11.45 but she was ut and got annoyed. I ended up telling her off shes been saying 'amma shout' since she woke i feel awful. I just wish this leap was over.

Anyways nap was 12.15-2.30 but i had to rs at 1.15, 2 so bt for 6.30 i guess...

[HenaV]

Don't be hard on yourself my lovely. I remember it was the pits for us, just ok fun at all. I really got to the end of my tether too.

I would do exactly that hon. It will get better I promise x

[Aishi]

Thanks hon. I know this will pass too but its hard to remember when im so tired...shes done ok today so i hope is cu on the ot...i thought being hsn would be a good thing until this!

so for todays log

Wu 6.15
nap 12.15-2.35 (rs 1.15, 2)
bt 6.50 (pd 6.20)

everything xd!   

Thanks for your support hon it means alot

[HenaV]

I totally feel your frustration hon, and your weariness being no doubt dog tired. I have a hsn child too so you have my every empathy.

I have everything crossed for you hon. Good luck xxx

[Aishi]

Think it may be over!!

had 2 brief nws before 12 and so far

Wu 6.10
Nap 11.40-1.35 (pd 11.30) ut i think but no shenanigans today tg!

So im thinking asleep for 6. wdyt? xx

[HenaV]

Yay!!

Yep I'd do 6pm BT given that she tacks on x

[Aishi]

Ugh disater bt! i screwed up i.should have done earlier bt cos i knew she was ot on 1h45 min nap. I pd at 5.45 (4.25h a time) and she fell asleep at 7.

pretty sure im back to square one

[HenaV]

Hon don't be so hard on yourself, your suggestion of 6pm BT was perfectly reasonable - 4h25m A from WU from nap to bed!! Come on, take a breath. You are not necessarily back to square one and do you know if you have a bad night it's not like you don't know how to handle it. The thing is my lovely, there is no rule book, you can only do what you can do. And the reality is today is done now, whatever will be tonight will be. There's nothing you can do about it, so what's the point in making life miserable for your self and those around you by being cross with yourself  Come on my lovely, suck it up. Let's see what tonight brings and we can work tommorow out tommorow xxx

[Aishi]

Thank you. I needed that. All sucked up xx

[HenaV]

  how'd you go?

[Aishi]

Not great. Wu was btwn 5.30-6.30 not sure :-/

[HenaV]

But no NWs?

I'd probably go for 12.15 nap, what were you thinking?

[Aishi]

Couple nws but not long...thinking same...xx